Funerary stela of Amenemhat and his Family
Our past is dead! That Hispanic-Filipino world will remain dead!
And we have killed it!
How can we console ourselves, we murderers of all
murderers?
The holiest and most powerful thing the world until
now has bled to death under our knives --- who will
cleanse us of this blood?
With what water could we purify
ourselves?
What atoning ceremonies, what sacred games will
we have to invent?
Is not the greatness of this feat too
great for us?
Do we not have to become gods
ourselves
to seem worthy of it?
There has never been a greater feat,
and
whoever is born after us will be part, because of
this feat, of a history greater than all that has gone
before!"
Here Rizal fell silent and turned his eyes back to
his listeners. They, too, were silent and looked at him in amazement.
Finally, he threw his lantern to the ground,
so that it shattered and was extinguished.
"I have come too soon," he said later, "it is not yet
my time. This huge event is still coming and still on its way, and it has not yet reached the consciousness of the Filipinos.
Lightning and thunder need time, starlight needs
time, feats need time, even after they are done, to be seen and heard.
This feat is still for them more distant than the most
distant Stars --- and yet --- they have done it!
It is also said that on the same day, Rizal went into different churches, and that in them he intoned his requiem quod mundum.*
Taken outside and interrogated, it is said that he
only repeated this:
"What else are still these churches but tombs and funerary stelae of our lost centuries?"
*Eternal rest for that
world.