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  • Gonzo: The Life and Work of Dr. Hunter S. Thompson (Documentary)
  • When You're Strange (Documentary on The Doors)
  • American: The Bill Hicks Story (Film, 2009)
  • Man on Wire (Documentary of Philippe Petit's high wire walk between the Twin Towers in 1974)
  • Temple Grandin (Film, Claire Danes in starring role)
  • A Prince of Our Disorder (Biography of TE Lawrence, by John E. Mack
  • Le Rayon Vert (Film, Eric Rohmer)

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Wednesday, October 04, 2006

and yet another!

This is how I felt for many, many years, in terms of who I am as a Filipino. In fact, I feel most comfortable when I forget about my personal, individual self and am simply in the midst of many fellow Filipinos. I think now that our being is a collective, more than an individual experience (despite our Westernization) -- then it flows. Individual identity is ... painful, somehow. Maybe because then it has to be compared to other individual identities, i.e., Western. I don't say being separate is bad, or competitiveness. It's good to be self-aware, to like competing. But in Western life, that's ALL THERE IS. You can't be truly human if all you're about is being separate, and being a winner. To me, it's an aberration when society is not much more than an ego demolition derby. Are you a winner, or a loser? I've been more of a loser and a nobody. I figure, this way the balance of things is sustained.

"They also serve: those who only stand and wait."




Have a good one!

1 comments:

tanya y jose said...

mama, que es anchoring?
Y I.E.?
BESOS
TANYAITA